Lyrics, Music & Arrangement by Yasunori Hayashi
It was so lonely...I was still so immature, showing my true self through being bitter and disobeying
It was so painful...I can't understand it very well, not knowing the meaning of being scolded, not knowing how to laugh
In a dark room, I kept waiting...
All alone, I kept waiting for Mama...
I glanced at the monochrome moon...
Hold me close, I've become so cold...soon, I feel as if I'll just disappear, so come and find me
From this room...from this day...bring my soul back, make me live again
Flashback: Only pain pleased me—my first sacrifice was summer, when I was 14—but love escaped me
Cutting my wrists, taking pills, caked-on makeup, wrapping myself in brazen underwear, I counted all the miserable nights
The cross on a chain my Mama gave me...
My small prayer...
Though you can hear it, you act like you don't know...
Kiss me, don't stop yet...until my very life burns out, make me drown in love
Fleetingly, if I die in this...there's nothing I'm afraid of more than living as I am
A prayer of a girl who wanted to play the game of giving love for free...
I don't need this cross anymore...
I don't believe in a God anymore...
Even so, I'm praying to something I can't see...
Kiss me, don't stop yet...until my very life burns out, make me drown in love
Fleetingly, if I die in this...there's nothing I'm afraid of more than living as I am
Hold me close, I've become so cold...soon, I feel as if I'll just disappear, so come and find me
From this room...from this day...bring my soul back, make me live again
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Translator's Notes:
This song is sung from a woman's perspective.
In the list of the Seven Deadly Sins, this song is marked as "Greed".